vanillachocchips

Hai. Salut (another way to say hi in french). gambar kat atas tu horror giler bagi aku.. 

pernah tak rasa macam dalam dilema? tak tau nak buat pilihan? pernah takk? pernah tak? well that was happened just before i graduated. budak degree honours akan buat final year project which is core la sebab tak siap mende tu tak boleh grad okeh! in the mean time kita akan di supervise oleh seorang supervisor yang akan guide kita on how to do the fyp properly.

nak dijadikan cerita supervisor aku tu best la sebab dia timbalan dekan and otai la kalau bab-bab research ni. dia selalu pujuk aku untuk sambung master by research under dia sebab dia suka tajuk aku. dia kata wawa tajuk you bagus la. sekarang semua orang cakap pasal green tech. pasal retrofitting. continue la mana tau you boleh sumbang something pada negara. cewahh. bermula la adegan aku menolak pelawaan beliau. tapi sebenarnya aku tertarik jugak nak buat master tu sebab cambest jek kan. dengan supervisor yang terbaik macam tu lagi...

so selama beberapa ketika aku pun dalam dilema. sumpah aku tak sampai hati nak say no to him. i just said prof bagi saya masa untuk fikir. saya kena tanya family jugak. tapi in the end i said sorry prof i don't want to futher my study. i knew he was disspointed but i have my own reason.

that was the case and situation. 

so.............. when we face a situation like that first thing first what should we do? as for me yang suka ikut kepala sendiri of course aku akan tanya family camne tapi balik-balik aku buat keputusan ikut aku jugak. yes true better buat istikharah but i don't do that. tak pandai buat. what i did is just close my eyes and think what i want to do, i want to acheive and what is my dream. that answered my dillema.

i want to be a registered valuer so i have to sit for TPC. aku tulis seat tpc dalam entry sebelum ni. hahaha. so basically to sit for tpc we have to gain two years experience in this field and complete practical task which is macam assignment jugak la and bila board satisfy and rasa kita dah layak then they will call for interview. nampak tak journey yang aku kena lalu kalau nak jadi registered tu. jalan yang berliku-liku. cewahh ayat nak gempak. cuba bayangkan kalau buat master by research while working. oh no! i don't have time for that. nak keluar buat inspection, buat report then log book lagi. so bila nak keluar cari bahan untuk research master tu? dalam mimpi? kalau buat full time master pulak lagi rugi masa sebab nak gain two years experience tu kan.kan kan kan....

itulah jawapan bernas aku pada supervisor aku tu. bila reslut keluar hari tu aku pun hantar la sms berkajang cakap terima kasih for the guidance and sorry to dissapoint him. and he said ok. good luck. fuhhh! lega aku dengar. and pasal sambung master tu macam berkubur je la jawabnya and aku let go je la isu yang hangat tu sekarang ni. cehhhhh.....

master tu penting kalau nak jadi lecturer. kalau tak nak, tak nak sambung master pun takpe.

jadi marilah kita menutup sidang bernas saya ni dengan satu lagu...

follow your heart

your intuition

it will lead you in the right direction

let go of your mind

your intuition

is easy to find

just follow your heart baby.